Okay, so I have been letting myself eat my sorrows away for way too long! Time to sweat of my anxiety instead of burying it under a mound of junk food. Okay, so I can't work out quite yet, but I can control what is going into my body! I weighed in at 201 even today, which means I have gained 6 pounds. I am flabby and squishy and not at all happy about it. We are going to Disney World in the beginning of August, so my goal is to lose 30, maybe even 35, pounds before we leave. My goal is 170, possibly even 165 by August 1. The crazy eating has to stop. The feeling sorry for myself has to stop. I felt so much better about everything when I was working out regularly. I have things set up in the basement so I can work out down there. I got a Barns and Noble gift card for my birthday, and I am going to get some new work out DVD's with it. I am going to download a calorie counter and fitness app for my phone. I am going to wear a bathing suit without embarrassment on our vacation!
As for my surgery, I go to the surgeon in the morning to get my stitches removed, and hopefully find out what that little bugger was! See ya tomorrow!
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