At least I keep trying!

So, I weighed myself this morning, and I am up to 219.8.  Ouch doesn't even begin to say it!  I have put on 20 of the 45 pound that I lost.  I am very disappointed in myself.  But, I am going to try it again.  I worked out yesterday and today.  I am planning my work outs for the next couple days.  I have realized that I am really good at talking myself out of working out.  When my back hurts, or my knees, I tell myself I should rest, take it easy.  The truth is, I am not going to stop hurting until I strengthen my body.  I can't strengthen my body without working out and dieting.  Again, my goal is 170, and my goal date is June 14, Perry's last day of school.  My first goal is 10 pounds, and I will buy myself the new Jillian Michaels DVD, Fast Fix Kick Boxing.  More goals to come!