It is raining again, and it is cold. I am feeling very blah today. To make it worse, I feel like I haven't seen Eric in weeks. He got home from work last night after we were all in bed and left again before we woke up. He has had to work late every night this week. Since I work weekends, I leave in the morning and get home after everyone is in bed. It sucks. I realized last night how much of an emotional eater I am. As soon as Eric told me how late he was going to be, I immeadiately wanted to eat. When I went to bed, I ate 2 100 calorie snack packs, one chocolate covered pretzels and one snack mix. I know, it could have been a lot worse, but I usually have yogurt as a nighttime snack. Today, I am up half a pound, and I am a bit of an emotional mess. I miss my husband, and I really haven't seen anyone but my kids all week. I am lonely, and that isn't helping.
So, I didn't workout today. My foot hurts so bad that I am limping today. I am looking at at least a 12 hour day at work tomorrow, and about the same on Sunday. My mom keeps yelling at me to go to a podiatrist, but of course, I haven't make an appointment. I probably should have sucked it up and worked out, but all of the workouts that I do hurt my foot in some way, and I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I suck.
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