I need to lose 20 pounds in 3 months?!? Bring it on!

As usual, I have fallen off the wagon onto a soft pile of doughnuts!  But, I have continued to work out, so all is not lost.  I have been working out 3 to 5 times every week, so although my eating has sucked, my weight has maintained.  Weigh in this morning was 195.4.  Eric has been not so subtly reminding me that I have not been following my diet.  I know I shouldn't have Halloween Oreo's for a bed time snack, but after my work out today I felt like throwing up.  I had left over homemade Stromboli for lunch, and it did not sit well after my awesome work out, Jillian Michael's new DVD, Killer Buns and Thighs!  I really loved the work out!  I sweat up a storm, I felt the burn, and shook my way through it!  I will enjoy this one!  So, I may polish off the Oreo's tonight, (Come on!  They are Halloween Oreo's!!!) tomorrow I am back on the wagon!  I can still hit my goal by Eric's Birthday!  I realized after my work out how badly I have treated my body by going over board, so I did some nice things for myself, instead of beating myself up.  I used baby oil in the shower, and really, is there any better feeling than baby oiled skin?!?  I gave my self half of a pedicure, I will paint them this afternoon.  I am back, and I am ready to go!!!!