Sore and happy about it!

I felt so good after my work out yesterday!  And today I am really sore, but I don't mind!  It shows me that I worked hard.  I worked through the soreness during my work out today!  I was 239.4 today, so it is already paying off!  I think that once the weather warms up I am going to give running a shot again.  Once I get that going, I will find a 5K to register for.  I really hope that I don't lose momentum again.  I do so well the first week that I get back on the wagon.  That second week always kills me.  I just don't know why I let myself sabotage myself.  I think maybe if I just give up, I can't fail.  Sounds dumb I know, but I feel that if I am not trying then there is nothing that I am falling short of.  That has to stop.  I want this.  I want to be healthier.  I want to look good.  I want to be a role model for my kids.  I want to inspire my friends.  Better yet, I wan to inspire myself!