I have had crazy busy days the last 2 days, and didn't get a work out in. Today, I did Jackie Warner Total Body Circuit, and it felt so good to sweat! I am still feeling shaky, and I like that too! I weighed in at 195.4 today!! That is my lowest weigh yet, and I am down 11.10 pounds since January 1st! I am really enjoying this diet plan, and I had another good day yesterday! It feels like the pounds are melting off, and I am so relieved that I found something that works for me! I know what I need to do to hit my goals, I just have to stay focused and keep pushing through it.
So, I am a bit upset about something. I went shopping last night for new pajamas. Eric keeps making fun of how big and shapeless my pajamas are, and he is right. I really don't need to be wearing mens XL sleep pants and t shirts. So I went to Target with ever intention of spending $50 on new pj's. I felt awful in everything I tried on. Flabby. Frumpy. Not good. So, I found a really cute purse and wallet, and I bought those. Eric was pissed! Are you kidding me?!? I never buy anything for myself. Most of the clothes I have a old, too big, and hand me downs. Purses always look good, and I feel good carrying them. At least it is one thing on me that makes me feel like I look pretty and stylish. And he yelled at me. I felt even worse than I had before. I am proud of myself for losing the weight, but I still don't feel like I look good in clothes. Something I am still working on.
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